so Livejournal has like become a ghost town... so thats cool...

this is a letter from our sponserd child. and some added stuff from me...

Dear Uncle Mr Mark Wilke (make up your mind kid),
Warm greetings in the name of our Lord Jesus christ. I hope this letter finds you in good health and cheer.
I recieved the letter you sent me. thank you for the letter and prayers. I pray that your work goes well. I like to learn more about your work (he's a contractor. don't lie)How is the climate over there? here it is hot. we are beginning summer. I think you will be starting winter (ahem, well, your ignorant)I like bright summer days. I hate dark rainy days.
I happy to know about your pet dog, how is he now? I am closing this letter with Lords blessing on you.
your lovingly,
Blesson, Jonathan

isn't that patheticly sad? we never write him.like EVER. poor kid....

la da da da la da da da da da da da da da da

so today I had SMAK and oh my it was wet. when all the kids played outside with the water it began to rain... like alot. it was pretty intense. anyways me and James and Jenny and Deborah ended up staying a while after the kiddos left and we played in the rain and the slip in slide. I love dancing in the rain.

I think that the best part of today was totally getting Danny in waterbaloon fight. my chances where slim and my aim was a bit off this day, but fate was on my side toady. Danny plopped a baloon to the side of my neck and so far, other than Deborah's awesome toss, he was fairing off pretty well. that was until he thought he outsmarted me, hididng in between the coke machines. but man I was so close to his face and it popped smack into that face of his. soaking the rest of his shirt. he tried his hardest for a while to get revenge, but he finally gave up and headed home.

Riding through the city on my bike all day
Cause the filth took away my licence
It doesn't get me down and I feel ok
Cause the sights that I'm seeing are priceless

Everything seems to look as it should
But I wonder what goes on behind doors

Sun is in the sky oh why oh why
Would I wanna be anywhere else
Sun is in the sky oh why oh why
Would I wanna be anywhere else

When you look with your eyes
Everything seems nice
But if you look twice
you can see it's all lies

There was a little old lady, who was walkin down the road
She was struggling with bags from Tesco
There were people from the city havin lunch in the park
I believe that it's called al fresco
Then a kid came along to offer a hand

But before she had time to accept it
hits her over the head, doesn't care if she's dead
Cause he's got all her jewellery and wallet

When you look with your eyes
Everything seems nice
But if you look twice
you can see it's all lies

SO I found out that I will be going to collegiate highschool now. WOW! I get to be in classes with college people! sweetness! but, unfortunatly many people who go to OWC are those who couldn't get into a higher college, or they are simply afriad of leaving the nest (just most, not to bash any of you college attending OWCers), so most of my class mates will be... its too hard to explain and I am much to tired.

tonight I watched a movie about the lady who wrote Peter Rabbit. I liked it for ten minuets until a tragedy (but I shant give away the movie) and now I am still sad, sad lingering over how much I can get sucked into a movie. I cried for hours after watching "Blood Diamond" and still can't convince myself to buy diamonds. I sobbed (litterally) in "The Little Princess". I like movies. you can watch something, litterally get wrapped up in all the emotion with the characters, and within a few hours get back to your life. most of the time you just feel good about your life compared to the drama movies display.

You Are French Food

Snobby yet ubiquitous. People act like they understand you more than they actually do.

haha! ouch!

Your 80s Theme Song Is:

Thriller by Michael Jackson

yes!!!

Your Love Number is 7

When you fall in love, you experience it to the fullest. You are a cheerful, joyful soul - and you attract people easily. While you fall for people quickly, you also fall out of love quickly. It takes a dynamic, exciting lover to keep your attention long term!

Your Aura is Red

You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon

You Are a Tuna Fish Sandwich

Some people just don't have a taste for you. You are highly unusual. And admit it, you've developed some pretty weird habits over the years. You may seem a bit unsavory from a distance, but anyone who gives you a chance is hooked! Your best friend: The Club Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Turkey Sandwich

ouch! Now I can go die....

Your Learning Style: Flexible and Adaptable

You are a great hands on learner, and you have an excellent memory. You Should Study: Acting Architecture Creative Writing Design Foreign Languages and Literature Journalism Literature Music Photography

okay I'm done

Hey everybody.

I miss everyone, but I think I have FINALLY started to enjoy school. just as it is ending, go figure. I actually talk to people, somewhat. so I am going to forget about you all! just kidding... I still love you guys. for the most part..... ;)

school today was aweful. Mandatory meeting in the gym for ALL students should include me. no no no, my HIstory teacher thought that a class office speaches was not important enough to miss his precious class. instead, we were the only class who had to stay in class and not to mention take 3 tests!!! so because he is behind in his teacher, we suffer. so that just set a faul mood for the rest of the day.

so since everyone decided to be lame and take summer classes (dang overacheivers) I think I'll just sit at home all day and...

my sister is getting married in 15 days. yipeee!!!! I mean... how sad...
actually, me and erica figured out that Elise moving out=her taking her stuff=me and erica have no shoes anymore.


alright, so thats how I've been.

sionara, it will probably be another few months till I update again so

Joy- I hate you for taking summer classes. :)
Lance- have fun in Indiana
Christian- I have school friends too now so HA! see ya in drivers ed!!
Andrew- same as Joy
Alex- one day you'll jave to educate me on all your Soviet Union knowledge you always talk about

and no one else probably reads this, so goodbye.

haha, so anybody seen the list of sex offenders in your neighborhood? I've got 11 within a mile of my house. 28 within five miles of church.

other than that, its been a boring day.

I officially woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
I woke up still sick, and an hour late. but I improved my attitude as the day progressed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LANCE QUINLAN! (Quilin?)

I had a very comical conversation with Clint HUskin today. lol, he's hilarious.
I think I've decided that tommow, instead of walking past Matt and looking away awkwardly, I'll just say "Hey Matt". have a little fun it...
I beat Aaron Nelson to saying hello first, and he noticed. ha! the race is on!

apparetly Kmart is having a HUGE makeup sale, so thats where I'm headed after this.

okay thats my day

Bleh... I think I will join JOy in her coma until wedenesday... make that friday after school I think.

its been a bad day. but I'll try to think positive....


Christian if you understand the math homework, I don't.

hey, I am ALMOST passing my science! which is a big deal for me :)

You are a Lavender Rose

You represent love at first sight and enchantment. Your vibe: intense and intriguing Falling in love with you is: deep and meaningful

I'm a little lat on this but oh well.... The first rose I got was slightly not appropriate so I changed a few questions... but they are sill true okay?

Your Style is 1950s

High heels, pretty dresses, classic makeup... You're a feminine beauty who knows how to play up her assets!

I love the 1940's 50's and some 50's! they remind me of swing dancing, pearls, and cold wars!



so last night was fun.. interestine...

oh and I found a phantom CD in my CD player with no name on it... I haven't listened to it much but what I heard I ripped to me computer and they randomly come... I think I like it though!

Hey guys... I miss you all.. I feel so secluded and alone right now, I'm not even allow to comment on your guyes journals, which is REALLY hard. anyways, my parents said that until I get at least all b's, I can't use the computer.... and let me tell you it will be a looooooooooooooong time.

but don't forget about me... think of me every comment you post and how much I'm gonna want to talk to you all. :p


have a good night everyone!

don't you hate the feeling of knowing you let someone down?
don't you hate the feeling of wanting to speak your mind, but being held back by reality?
don't you hate the feeling of feeling almost worthlessness because you make bad grades in school and you social life?


ya... me too.

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Lord, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And Lord I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus:]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And Lord I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And Lord, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

(Chorus)

Hurry I'm fallin'

My Personality

Neuroticism	69
Extraversion	54
Openness To Experience	14
Agreeableness	57
Conscientiousness	15

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apperantly I am vulnerable, excitment seeking, and modest....


blah... I have SO much studying! thanks to Christians parents... jk. I need to study like crazy anyways.


have a good night everyone!

boring day...I got my school picture back, even my mom told me I should get a redo, if that tells you anything. tomorrow is pj day, I need to go buy some to wear. but I'm home alone again. and I can't drive... blah.

SO how is everyone?

Christian, you need to plan something for the weekend. or anyone who likes to plan... but we gotta do something for sure.

man, I don't want to do homework.

Verse of the day!
Eccleseastes 1:18 "For with much wisdom comes musch sorrow; the more knowledge, the more grief"
-another reason to put off my homework!

blah blah blah.... homework. I've got it all night tonight. goodbye my friends, my family, my life.... I'll see you once the night is done.


farewell!

blah... I hate failing school....

I have two f's and two b's... er, I've never been to public school before, but something tells me that, that is bad.


Where have all the good men gone
And where are all the gods?
Where's the street-wise Hercules
To fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night I toss and turn and dream of what I need

[Chorus]
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life

Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasy
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me
Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet

[Chorus]

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning splits the sea
I would swear that there's someone somewhere
Watching me

Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach
Like the fire in my blood

[Chorus]


random!

well, it turns our my neighbors have wirless, allowing me to use the internet on my laptop. sweetness!
ugh, I'm so depressing. I REALLY REALLY REALLY want to go be with 'the gang' tonight, but my parents said no, I have to study. blah, who studies these days anyways?

I'm not liking school to much, its alot more work than I expected and already there are rummers and stuff about me, everybody is viciouse about gossip at this school, "... so Ana I see your hanging around 'so and so' alot... hey hey!..." "... 'so and so' wants to know if you like him.." "... run, Ana, run, here he comes!..." "I over heard from Sally, that Joe t old Erma that you told Sam that you liked Jeff, is that true?" (me: NO ITS NOT TRUE, thank you very much!". it's still better than homeschool though, I'll give it that much.


weekend is soon!

I hope it rains, it would be so perfect for the time, some hot coca would be nice too... passing grades wouldn't hurt either, oh and I also wouldn't mind a social life right now! I'm not usually this negative, really... just sometimes.
I changed my theme and such, I'm not staisfied though... It kind of reminds me of Christmas.